It will take some time for the things we have shown the Spirit Baby to be remembered.
We showed her how she died: She died when her little sister arrived and stole her light, casting her as the Moreno [The Dark Man]. (There is more to this story, but I am only allowed to see what is shown to me as the person emerges from their depths). The Darkness the Spirit Baby fell into extinguished her sexual energy; the vital energy that illuminates all of us when we dance, cook, explore, laugh, learn, engage. She became fat, lazy and stupid from the grief of loosing her power. No matter how hard she tried, she kept being forgotten, overlooked, misplaced. .. and WORSE…. she began to be unfairly blamed for everything that went wrong not realizing that … boring, boring, boring, yawn … Life does not reward you when you live as Darkness, it will only keep punishing you and pushing you until you Open your Heart and Light the way for Others.
Why did we do this? Show her how she died? I believe it is important to witness how you died so that you can avoid the same fate from reoccurring; your death (the Death of your Spirit) will continue to reoccur until you soften the cycle.
When you die, everything you touch, also dies. Everything you love, everything you dream about, everything you grow, dies. This is such an awful experience that most people block it out, they pretend it’s normal to have misfortune and tragedy, they blame other people, they lie to themselves, they FORGET. All kinds of excuses are made so that one can continue to remain untouched and UNLOVED. You have to witness your own death – and everything you cherish – over and over again until you finally decide “NO!, I Want to Live!” This is the true Meaning of Reincarnation; the Death of Self replayed over and over again in THIS lifetime.
The Spirit Baby is dead. Again. We wish her better fortune and wisdom in her next life.
The energy has now moved back to the Worm Baby / Star Child.
Several months ago we showed the Worm Baby similar things about herself while she lived here with us. Things she needed time to process. It felt like TOO MUCH for her to process so she left abruptly. Now she is moving back in, but this time the Star Child is coming to live with me and we are going to Teach and Love each other as equals. This is a very big decision for the both of us. The very moment her Heart moved into my Home, on her birthday, the Spirit Baby announced her departure.
Once the Spirit Baby realizes that we still love her and that we never stopped loving her, she may return but until that moment arrives we have to respect her death and leave her alone.
Rest in Peace. J.