The Worm Baby leaves, our Angel returns.
Best departure from Babaland to date.
The Baby returned this morning for a final, and powerful, delivery of Love. I could feel my heart beating – so hard – as I directed the energy. Focus, focus, focus. I almost had a heart attack – there was so much flux – but I know I got through. Heartbeat to heartbeat in sync.
Everything was delivered with picture-book clarity. Just three images supersaturated with meaning; family history, projection, synchronicity, guilt, responsibility .. the whole works. The images can only make sense to her but because all this was constructed with such pure intent … I believe the ‘shape’ of what I gave her will nourish her for years to come.
Afterwards, she apologized for what she had done to me while dressing me up in her head as ‘Tatica’ – I replied, “Don’t worry, I know it wasn’t personal, and besides, everything you did to me you learnt from your mother. You’re very young, you’re still following the script that was handed to you – once you start writing your own story, we can start talking about responsibility and guilt.”
Thus endedth this chapter.